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Really thought-provoking. I'm not sure I agree with *everything* you wrote above, but as I've gotten older, I find myself turning less to self-help books, articles, etc., and more to just hanging out with friends and family. Even if we don't talk directly about what's bothering me, I find that the simple act of connection with another human being is healing in its own way. We can talk about the weather, sports, books, anything -- just the act of connecting seems to help more than anything else.

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I read this right after reading the Free Press article written by Aayan Hirsi Ali about becoming Christian after years as a Muslim and then atheist. It was brilliantly timed. I loved this essay (both hers and yours). But I almost disagree about Christianity being on the rise (speaking as a Christian) and would rather call it- liturgical practices based in orthodoxy. At least that’s my observation. I think the newest comfort is not exactly a relationship with Jesus Christ as Lord but the desire for routine, structure, rules, and the quiet, wholesome aesthetic of being church goers. Catholicism-esque religion seems to be on the rise, I agree with that.

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This is soooo beautifully put - I haven't stopped thinking about this piece since I published it....mainly because I think it could be easily misunderstood / there's so much to our religious nature that HAS TO be experienced in order to be truly understood. This was partially inspired by this viral screenshot of someone's TikTok that went like "2023 was so bad I turned to religion", and it made me think hm...what is it about religion that makes people lean on it when they are down to their last thread... Anyway, I really appreciate your input; there's a difference between Christianity and Churchianity. Hard to articulate, but can be felt quite obviously once you're in the faith

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good stuff! Have you read Fear and Trembling by Soren Kierkegaard? Touches on faith and resignation, overlaps with what you're saying imo

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omg I JUST brought home a copy from a thrift store the other day (mainly because its cover art was super aesthetic hehe). But now I have to read it...stay tuned

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Totally see this — we're entering the era of post-self help

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I feel like we're at the foothill of the next wave 🌊 thanks for reading Mel :)

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Wow, incredibly thought-provoking.

How you are able to think about such ideas and articulate them in the way you do is wildly admirable and captivating.

Great read ❤️🙏🏽

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Much appreciated! :)

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In what ways is Christianity on the rise? I loved the piece, but I thought by all metrics, Christianity is on the decline

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In the past century or so, definitely declined. But I think we're at the foothill of the next climb - both from personal witnesses and memes (This was kind of inspired by this TikTok that went like "2023 was so bad I turned to religion", and it made me think that there is seriously something about religion—whether it's the actual faith component or just the ritualistic gatherings—that makes people lean on it when they are in serious need of existential comfort). I think we are still deeply religious in nature, we've become atheistic in label and we've channelled that religiosity in other ways (e.g., e/acc), but I think our nature hasn't changed

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I hadn't thought about being at the foothill of the next climb.

Regardless of where someone stands in their religious beliefs, religion provides community, purpose, and a belief in a higher power that I think is intrinsic to everyone.

But I love the thought of being inspired by a TikTok. Great ideas are being discussed here.

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Wow, straight to the point! Love it!

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thank you!

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I loce when after reading, I don't know what to comment. Good writing but I don't know the direction. (which is awesome)

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loce -> love *

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Much appreciated!

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Excellent piece 👏

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Thank you, Ben!

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In everything you write there is a sentence (at least) that makes me slap my desk. The mirror analogy is brilliant. Thank you.

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Ha I really appreciate it :D — Glad you enjoyed it. Natasha's novel title gave me such a good mental snap

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Sherry, I loved this so much. You’re one of the most intellectual writers I follow on Substack and it’s not particularly close.

One part I got confused on was your note on Girard. While I agree with the conclusion (that the ideal self is continually beyond grasp) I was under the idea we don’t strive to be our best selves, rather choose exterior models who seem to possess a fullness of being that we lack (paradoxically in the act of selecting those models we strip ourselves of the fullness of being through desire).

But loved this line of thinking. You can’t pull yourself up by your own bootstraps, as they say.

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This is the highest praise wow thank you so much, Tommy!! The Girard-pill is so real

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Super interesting piece!! I didn’t know Christianity is on the rise, but it’s not hard to believe. However, I don’t think that efforts toward self-actualization and self-transcendence (making room for a Savior or something less “hollow” than our individual selves) are necessarily mutually exclusive. I agree that the thirst to ease our existential despair is misled by “becoming our best selves,” but only when our best selves fail to self-transcend. I think the effort to self-actualize can be helpful in this regard, because it allows us to self-transcend in a way that’s a good contextual fit (our personal strengths, the community we live in, etc).

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Thank you for the insights!

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Well-put. I've come to this realization through my own roundabout self-help journey. We are born broken into a broken world. Believing that we can save ourselves is akin to making ourselves God, which we are not. I worry that we are placing too much faith in this techno-optimist future by encoding self-deity like aspects into our tools, which is sure to disappoint. We will not save ourselves.

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You put it so eloquently 🔥 I've had that exact thought so many times before, about how tech (and e/acc) seems to have this religion-parallel where it attempts to bring heaven down to earth by mechanical means. Tech definitely has its own prophets, priests, and holy texts.

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Psychoanalysis as a modern religion is an interesting concept. Do you think humans have a religious instinct? If so I see self help, psychoanalysis, etc. as all modern failures for us to have our death anxiety calmed by anything other than a religious awakening . I think religion has failed at this too. To me this is what the existentialists really got at: if we are hollow inside than digging deeper is about breaking through that shallow pit and making it mean something. I’d prefer that over accepting the hollowness and filling it with something else off the shelf.

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I wasn’t saying that psychoanalysis is a modern religion, I mean that both psychoanalysis and religion have arrived at the same conclusion. This is something they have in common. I would say that existentialism is a perspective, but it is not the final conclusion. It is paradoxical to “be okay with hollowness” because that, in itself, is a sturdy belief. Nihilism can be a dangerous path, this is actually what many existential thinkers warn about

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I didn't mean to say that you were conflating the two, just that they have some paralleled usefulness in peoples lives. My mention of existentialism is to say that one can fill themselves with internal meaning as much as they can with exogenous meaning. Nihilism asks one to not fill themselves at all and that is dangerous, but too often searching for meaning and taking whatever we find is just as bad. I think religion and psychoanalysis have had some issue with these types of outcomes when they emphasize importing the external and not cultivating the self for maximum agency.

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We tend to gravitate towards certain set of values when things are all over the place. We want order from the chaos we created ourselves. I dig the idea of "self can not help itself." There is no way a machine can repair itself-it should be done by someone else. And yes, there is always that "somebody" or "something" that can only do the job. And too, perhaps, the chaos we created can only be put into order with an intervention- outside of the self. And too, our gravitation to certain values is evidence enough that self indeed can not help itself.

Great read!

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The mind cannot help itself.

I’m so fed up with self help, it’s helped me to a point, I’m grateful for it, but I’ve been left incredibly confused.

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